2009/09/17
前一陣子有秋涼的氣息了.
入夜,吹起了東北季風,
整夜不停...
白日也不再只是炙熱而漫長,
開始有了陰晴不定,
季節在不知不覺之中,確實往前了.
往前的時光卻像是往後,
好像重回我還在林口衛校受訓的日子...
今天,
連日的陰霾褪去,
又回到入秋時節之前的烈日當空...
我在入秋的微涼日子裡,
倒數著離去的日子,有種候鳥的感覺...
倒數的日子到了盡頭,
心情卻不是完全地往歡愉奔去...
今天,
天晴了,
是該動身上路了...
若說這段日子有什麼是我所捨不得的,
也許是鎮日終年的海濤浪潮
與每個深夜鵝黃桌燈下的書中旅程...
還有,
成為莒光名人堂的一員,
到哪都有人認得(其實這不完全是好事,至少就不能在外面偷偷做壞事...),
第一次嘗到身為"somebody"的滋味...
這些,
恐怕都是我這輩子所不會再有的經驗了...
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當兵一年,外島一年,
重新了解自己原來也會在寂寞面前潰散,漂流浮木般地抓著幾許相思...
即使是單相思,也覺得荒涼廣漠眾生之間,不是無境漂浮.
重新發現也許自己還是不清楚自己想要的...
想起Coldplay的 "Fix you",
忽然有種很想哭的感覺...
我也想要這樣的陪伴或者慰藉...
不然,
就讓我變成那樣的存在吧...
莒光, byebye
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Coldplay - Fix You
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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